Stimulation Day 1 Coming up.....

Sorry I haven't been blogging much. It was the end of school and it is just a crazy time of year. Plus I have been to the beach the past two weekends. :) It was very nice and relaxing trips and I really enjoyed it.

Most of you saw all the medicines I got in the mail. I came home from work and there was a huge box on my front porch. I laid out all the medicine and just couldn't believe it. This made me very nervous because I am terrified of needles and some were HUGE and some didn't look so bad. Well the next day I started to take Lupron along with some other things. My mom came over to help me set up the shot and I did it all by myself. :) I was so proud of myself because I am terrified of needles. I have to do this shot between 4 and 6 each day. I was at the beach this weekend and had to do it in the car because I didn't want to go all the way back to the condo just to do the shot. There are a lot more medicines to come and I will keep you posted on them.

I go to the doctor this Friday for stimulation day 1. I can't believe it is all getting so close. I am sure the doctor will tell me more medicines that I need to do after this day. Also, I have to stop working out and swimming this Friday. I know it will all be worth it, but that is very hard for me. I love love working out. It is my stress release. Plus I LOVE swimming during the summer. My parents have a pool. I will not be able to swim most of the summer espcially if the IVF works(fingers crossed).

My feelings and emotions have actually been okay lately. Now my husband might think differently :) I am really nervous though. I really want this to work. God will take care of us and we just have to stay positive.

less than a month and 9 days away :)

First off, school is almost over. I have nine more days left with my sweet fourth graders and I will be moving to third next year! Am I excited? YES and NO! I love my new team but will miss my old one tremendously. I know we will still work at the same school but it is hard. I call them Momma Doz and Grandma Mos. They take care of me and really treat me like their daughter. I am so very lucky to have them as teammates. My girls next year are AWESOME too! I will work with Colbi and Olivia. We are around the same age. Wait, I think I am the oldest ha! They are very sweet and encouraging girls and I am excited to spend some time with them! Did I say just 9 more days! This has been a VERY stressful year! ha!

Now onto the good things.... We are less than a month away from the big retrieval day which is June 5. I am feeling anxious and excited. I start my real medicines next week and I am super nervous about that b/c I HATE shots. I feel so sorry for whoever gives them to me. I am really going to try to give them to myself this time because I have so many. The pharmacy called last week to tell me about the medicines and there were 10 different medicines. TEN!!!!!!!!! That is a lot of medicine and of course insurance covers NONE. Why would they do something like that? ha! So ignore my emotions for the next month please. If you see me crying it is okay and if I am moody well that is going to be okay :) My poor hubby will have to deal with most of it b/c normally when I stress I work out. Well I can't work out and I can't swim. I am just going to find some amazing shows on Netflix and lounge in bed.

On another note, my moms birthday is tomorrow and Mother's Day is this Sunday. I am blessed beyond belief with an amazing mom who is always there for me and makes me smile! She will do anything and everything for me and I love her so much! Thank you for always being there for me mom and I hope to be the same type of mom you have been for me! She might kill me but tonight is a picture of my mom dancing on a cruise we went on :) She is not shy by any means and will dance to whatever she wants :)