You know I sit here and wonder how in the world can we afford this process.... It is hard not to stress and I understand it will be okay and things will work out but in the back of my mind I just struggle with understanding that... I sit in bed at night for hours and hours wondering okay how are we going to pay for this, that and everything else. I have so many medical bills from previous procedures, my surgery for my miscarriage, and so forth. Granted I have been able to pay everything each month but adding on another expense and depleting savings is hard for me to grasp. Then in the back of my head I wonder how are we going to be able to afford this child when he or she is here.... Also, it might even be more than one!!! I am definately not a person to complain but I really need prayers right now... I know I do not need to be stressed during this process but I am having a hard time of not doing so... Sometimes I wonder why this is happening to me and do not wish this upon anyone... My poor husband is completely It is one of the hardest things I have been through besides losing someone close to me!
Honestly I hate even complaining but getting this out helps me in ways.... I know things could be worse.... Honestly I am very thankful for my life. Thank you to everyone for the sweet words and prayers.
It's a lot to weigh out B. I know it's hard, but nothing in life will ever compare to when you have that little peanut!! Just think, you are worried about finances now, but in a few short weeks you will have your MASTERS and a nice pay raise to boot. It all happens in good timing. We love you!
ReplyDeleteUgh girl, I feel you. As if the stress of infertility weren't enough...then to pile financial stress on top?? It's awful. Praying you find some peace...and maybe a nice big stack of cash, too!! :)
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